Saturday, March 6, 2010
Sweet 16
So my birthday is now coming to an end. ):
Today was fun though. To celebrate my birthday, my friends came over and we ate, watched movies, and played on the xbox360. After that we all sat down in the dark in random places on the couch and floor to watch a movie. We decided to watch The Lovely Bones since Melissa had it on bootleg, and it was super clear too !
Melissa and Aaron were the first to leave, then Steven left, and after he left, I decided we should cut the cake before more people start leaving. Everyone then sang me Happy Birthday :D, and I cut the cake. After giving everyone their slice, I started to talk to Sam and then BAM! Linh hits me in the face with frosting. I frost her back, Brandon grabs onto her, and I run to the bathroom to wash my face. Seriously, no one saw her coming with that. After washing my face, I come back to the den, and there was no one there, so I slowly open my brother's door, and Sam starts screaming cause I scared her, and everyone yells at her saying "You were supposed to suprise her! Not yourself!" Then we continued to watch the movie. And Ricky, Suzanne, and Corey were the next group to leave.
Then after we all went to my room and hung out until everyone called their parents to pick them up. I would like to thank Ricky, Suzanne, Corey, Steven, Brandon, Vannear, Alan, Sam, Diane, Cathiee, Melissa, Aaron, Colina, && Linh for coming to my house to celebrate my birthday with me. && I would like to thank everyone else who wished me a happy birthday. :D
My cake is almost gone D:
Today was fun though. To celebrate my birthday, my friends came over and we ate, watched movies, and played on the xbox360. After that we all sat down in the dark in random places on the couch and floor to watch a movie. We decided to watch The Lovely Bones since Melissa had it on bootleg, and it was super clear too !
Melissa and Aaron were the first to leave, then Steven left, and after he left, I decided we should cut the cake before more people start leaving. Everyone then sang me Happy Birthday :D, and I cut the cake. After giving everyone their slice, I started to talk to Sam and then BAM! Linh hits me in the face with frosting. I frost her back, Brandon grabs onto her, and I run to the bathroom to wash my face. Seriously, no one saw her coming with that. After washing my face, I come back to the den, and there was no one there, so I slowly open my brother's door, and Sam starts screaming cause I scared her, and everyone yells at her saying "You were supposed to suprise her! Not yourself!" Then we continued to watch the movie. And Ricky, Suzanne, and Corey were the next group to leave.
Then after we all went to my room and hung out until everyone called their parents to pick them up. I would like to thank Ricky, Suzanne, Corey, Steven, Brandon, Vannear, Alan, Sam, Diane, Cathiee, Melissa, Aaron, Colina, && Linh for coming to my house to celebrate my birthday with me. && I would like to thank everyone else who wished me a happy birthday. :D
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Friday, February 19, 2010
Things are different.
Since no one really reads my blog anymore, ever since I switched to tumblr, I guess I'm going to rant about my life so I can get it out of my system.
Lately, I've been gaining weight, trying to lose it through cutting down on food and ab workouts and all that running in badminton, but days later, I would binge again, then stop and the cycle repeats. I hate my body now, and I can feel myself getting bigger. I didn't get to see Henry at the Tet Festival, and he still hasn't called to apologize.
At school, I feel really left out, especially in badminton. When I hang out with my friends, I just watch them talk, and I'm barely in the conversation anymore. I also heard that Vanida is annoyed of me, which makes me more sad. Today at lunch, everyone except Karen and Eleanor left the bench to do their own thing, and I was just standing there listening to them talk. && When everyone came back, I was still feeling left out. Especially when Sam and Vanida were sitting next to me making up a song, and all I could think was "I wish I was apart of it." In badminton, I'm also left out. I'm always running by myself because I'm 2nd to slowest out of everyone, and it makes me feel really bad even though I try really hard. && When we were choosing groups, I became really sad when Alex and Aaron didn't call me into their group, and they were both choosing their friends. But thank god Allen knew that people would do that so he made them choose a new group consisting of people that were not in their original group.
&& When we were at practice, Diane left me so I had no one as my partner to play games. Colina said at first the she would play a game with me, but she ended up going with Melissa. And after their game I asked Colina again, and she said okay, then Melissa told me to go find a new partner(not in a mean way, it was just cause they had already won enough games to not be able to get the court again.) So I ended up just playing with Alex Ly. Even my brother wouldn't come pick me up so I almost cried in the gym cause of how he treats me, luckily Allen was able to take me home.
I'm starting to hate my life right now. No, I'm not being dramatic, it's just that things have built up for so long I'm starting to crack.
Lately, I've been gaining weight, trying to lose it through cutting down on food and ab workouts and all that running in badminton, but days later, I would binge again, then stop and the cycle repeats. I hate my body now, and I can feel myself getting bigger. I didn't get to see Henry at the Tet Festival, and he still hasn't called to apologize.
At school, I feel really left out, especially in badminton. When I hang out with my friends, I just watch them talk, and I'm barely in the conversation anymore. I also heard that Vanida is annoyed of me, which makes me more sad. Today at lunch, everyone except Karen and Eleanor left the bench to do their own thing, and I was just standing there listening to them talk. && When everyone came back, I was still feeling left out. Especially when Sam and Vanida were sitting next to me making up a song, and all I could think was "I wish I was apart of it." In badminton, I'm also left out. I'm always running by myself because I'm 2nd to slowest out of everyone, and it makes me feel really bad even though I try really hard. && When we were choosing groups, I became really sad when Alex and Aaron didn't call me into their group, and they were both choosing their friends. But thank god Allen knew that people would do that so he made them choose a new group consisting of people that were not in their original group.
&& When we were at practice, Diane left me so I had no one as my partner to play games. Colina said at first the she would play a game with me, but she ended up going with Melissa. And after their game I asked Colina again, and she said okay, then Melissa told me to go find a new partner(not in a mean way, it was just cause they had already won enough games to not be able to get the court again.) So I ended up just playing with Alex Ly. Even my brother wouldn't come pick me up so I almost cried in the gym cause of how he treats me, luckily Allen was able to take me home.
I'm starting to hate my life right now. No, I'm not being dramatic, it's just that things have built up for so long I'm starting to crack.
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Monday, December 21, 2009
New Years is almost here!
Well I haven't updated in a while, mostly because there's nothing to really write about that interesting, and I've been a little busy with school (more like REALLY busy, mostly due to Mrs. Busch. Who the fuck gives 19 pages to read and take notes on every night? =.=) Anyways, For the past few days, I've been obsessed with the song Sleepyhead by Passion Pit. It's beats are fucking amazing :DDDD && It's currently the song on my blog, so don't turn it off, or your missing out (;
Anyways, since New Years is coming up, I'm going to make up a list of things that I want to do in the new year. I might add more later on in the next few days since I usually can't think of everything at once.
1. Meet someone nice *wink wink*
2. Be a good friend and make new friends
3. Get my license in the summer (HELL YEAH!)
4. Get good grades, and raise that darn C+ in Algebra 2 ! D:<
5. No drama in this year, what-so-ever !
6. Improve in badminton, and hopefully make Varsity by Junior year.
7. Get a job (hopefully Hallmark LOL) during the summer.
8. Lose fat, gain muscle. I needa tone up a little. ROFL.
9. Maybe retry out for tennis. (not official)
10. Finish my 200 hours of community service, since I only have 116.5 hours done.
&& that's it for now.
Anyways, since New Years is coming up, I'm going to make up a list of things that I want to do in the new year. I might add more later on in the next few days since I usually can't think of everything at once.
1. Meet someone nice *wink wink*
2. Be a good friend and make new friends
3. Get my license in the summer (HELL YEAH!)
4. Get good grades, and raise that darn C+ in Algebra 2 ! D:<
5. No drama in this year, what-so-ever !
6. Improve in badminton, and hopefully make Varsity by Junior year.
7. Get a job (hopefully Hallmark LOL) during the summer.
8. Lose fat, gain muscle. I needa tone up a little. ROFL.
9. Maybe retry out for tennis. (not official)
10. Finish my 200 hours of community service, since I only have 116.5 hours done.
&& that's it for now.
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Sunday, November 1, 2009
Homecoming
was alright. I prefer last year's homecoming better, it was so much more fun, and people actually didn't just think of themselves.
So Friday was Homecoming, and the entire week was spiritual. When I came to school, I went to the badminton booth to help a bit. the schedule was weird cause 6th period was first, so we just stayed with badminton. Diane kind got me annoyed cause she had my shirt and all I had was just a tank top on cause I needed to get my Homecoming shirt, and only Jika and Senoth were supposed to look after the booth, and everyone was supposed to come to the classroom, but she wouldn't listen to me and come to the class so I didn't get my shirt for a while.
&& the fair was pretty fun, but I barely had any tickets because Diane took half of them. The only food I got was just from the badminton booth. People kept leaving me and I kept feeling left out of the group, so I was kind of the loner. Colina and Melissa stayed with me, so that was a good thing :D
Then after school I had to go home, but my brother wouldn't pick me up, so I had to find a ride, and luckily Mimi was able to give me one. Then after I got home, I washed make up off my face and then got ready to go again cause I had to walk to the mall. When I got to the mall, I was walking to F21 to meet up with Sean, and Vanida and Katrina basically dragged me away before I was able to step into the store. && They didn't let me see Sean until we found Christian later. And Sean was mad at Christian for walking off. Later we walked to the bus stop, and missed the freakin' bus twice so we ended up walking to school.
While walking to school, I look across the street, and I see two guys and one girl walking, and I was like "that guy looks like David" to Sean, and he said something that mention David's name in it and he turned around and I was like 'That is him!' So we hung out in front of the stadium until everyone got their tickets, and Vanida and Katrina both started crying for some reason and wouldn't tell me.
Then I found out no one listened to me about getting there early and saving seats at the top, so they all got the bad seats at the bottom, like RIGHT IN FRONT. And we couldn't see cause of the crowds of people walking, and they started complaining. && I was squished in there too, because no one saved me a seat, and Brandon gave me his seat. I then asked him to go outside with me, and told him about what happened the entire day and how I'm feeling and I started breaking down and crying really hard. I later just got pissed and left the group and went to Jackie's group then I found out one of my best middle school friends was at the game and sat there with them for the rest of the time.
All I have to say was, IT COULD'VE BEEN BETTER.
Only thing I was happy about. The booth being finished.
So Friday was Homecoming, and the entire week was spiritual. When I came to school, I went to the badminton booth to help a bit. the schedule was weird cause 6th period was first, so we just stayed with badminton. Diane kind got me annoyed cause she had my shirt and all I had was just a tank top on cause I needed to get my Homecoming shirt, and only Jika and Senoth were supposed to look after the booth, and everyone was supposed to come to the classroom, but she wouldn't listen to me and come to the class so I didn't get my shirt for a while.
&& the fair was pretty fun, but I barely had any tickets because Diane took half of them. The only food I got was just from the badminton booth. People kept leaving me and I kept feeling left out of the group, so I was kind of the loner. Colina and Melissa stayed with me, so that was a good thing :D
Then after school I had to go home, but my brother wouldn't pick me up, so I had to find a ride, and luckily Mimi was able to give me one. Then after I got home, I washed make up off my face and then got ready to go again cause I had to walk to the mall. When I got to the mall, I was walking to F21 to meet up with Sean, and Vanida and Katrina basically dragged me away before I was able to step into the store. && They didn't let me see Sean until we found Christian later. And Sean was mad at Christian for walking off. Later we walked to the bus stop, and missed the freakin' bus twice so we ended up walking to school.
While walking to school, I look across the street, and I see two guys and one girl walking, and I was like "that guy looks like David" to Sean, and he said something that mention David's name in it and he turned around and I was like 'That is him!' So we hung out in front of the stadium until everyone got their tickets, and Vanida and Katrina both started crying for some reason and wouldn't tell me.
Then I found out no one listened to me about getting there early and saving seats at the top, so they all got the bad seats at the bottom, like RIGHT IN FRONT. And we couldn't see cause of the crowds of people walking, and they started complaining. && I was squished in there too, because no one saved me a seat, and Brandon gave me his seat. I then asked him to go outside with me, and told him about what happened the entire day and how I'm feeling and I started breaking down and crying really hard. I later just got pissed and left the group and went to Jackie's group then I found out one of my best middle school friends was at the game and sat there with them for the rest of the time.
All I have to say was, IT COULD'VE BEEN BETTER.
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
Rum-a-yum-yum
Well today was a good day, and I needed that. I've been feeling like shit since yesterday, and Linh helped me feel better today.
So this morning I texted her saying I felt like baking, and I really needed to get out of the house, since I didn't wanna be home. So I came over and we were thinking of what to bake for fun, cause we have to bake red velvet cup cakes tomorrow anyway. So in the end, we decided to make Rum Cinnamon Swirl Bunt Cakes.
I came over around 12:30 and came home at about 7pm. LOL and I only live 10 minutes away from her. After we made the cakes, and ate all the broken ones, we decided to watch Paranormal Activity, since I hadn't seen it yet. I actually don't find it that scary. She said the scariest part was the ending when she smiles into the camera, but the version we watched online was an alternate ending version, which meant that didn't happen. Instead she gets shot by police. WHICH ISN'T SCARY ! D:
Our Creation <3
So this morning I texted her saying I felt like baking, and I really needed to get out of the house, since I didn't wanna be home. So I came over and we were thinking of what to bake for fun, cause we have to bake red velvet cup cakes tomorrow anyway. So in the end, we decided to make Rum Cinnamon Swirl Bunt Cakes.
I came over around 12:30 and came home at about 7pm. LOL and I only live 10 minutes away from her. After we made the cakes, and ate all the broken ones, we decided to watch Paranormal Activity, since I hadn't seen it yet. I actually don't find it that scary. She said the scariest part was the ending when she smiles into the camera, but the version we watched online was an alternate ending version, which meant that didn't happen. Instead she gets shot by police. WHICH ISN'T SCARY ! D:
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
Good/Bad Weekend
Well yesterday's attempt to get into Paranormal Activity was a bust. >_>
So I had a Decathlon meeting at 10am and left around 1:30 with Sam, and we went to the Pike. We met up with some Millikan kids and hung out with them. So here comes the problem. 2 groups of other kids we don't know got rejected from buying the tickets, so the workers were on the lookout. We had Joseph's dad buy us 12 tickets, but they only gave us 11, so we had to talk to the manager and get our other ticket. So the manager talked to his dad and then gave us a free ticket. When we got into the theater, the manager was standing right there and looked at us and said, "where's your guardian?" and we all just said, "You just talked to him!" And then she goes on saying that we have to have him come in with us. and we were like, 'ummmh you should've told us that before we bought the tickets!' && then the worker next to her started giving us attitude and crap and told us to go exchange the tickets and basically threw the tickets at us. >_>
SO we ended up watching Stepfather instead, and that movie kind of sucked. It wasn't that scary, and a lot of things are predictable. So after that we went home around 7:30 after Sam's dad rushed us out of the pizza parlor. && I came home to an empty house, and my parents went to a casino. So I went to bed around 1:30, and around 2:30am Celina, Sitavy, Chari, David, Bao, Edriech, Bopharry, Nancy && Sean came over, and someone(Sean) went up to my door and shook the door knob violently, freaken scared me and woke me up. and I got out and I see a whole bunch of people that I know, and then all of a sudden, Sean pops out of nowhere with all these college kids, and I just screamed and pushed him. LOL So we all blasted music and hung out in my brother's room, and my room, and did a whole bunch of random stuff. People were also trying to sleep on Jimmy's bed, and we just sat and talked it there.
They all left my 3:30am though.
&& I'm going to come back and edit this later after I get my new phone (:
So I had a Decathlon meeting at 10am and left around 1:30 with Sam, and we went to the Pike. We met up with some Millikan kids and hung out with them. So here comes the problem. 2 groups of other kids we don't know got rejected from buying the tickets, so the workers were on the lookout. We had Joseph's dad buy us 12 tickets, but they only gave us 11, so we had to talk to the manager and get our other ticket. So the manager talked to his dad and then gave us a free ticket. When we got into the theater, the manager was standing right there and looked at us and said, "where's your guardian?" and we all just said, "You just talked to him!" And then she goes on saying that we have to have him come in with us. and we were like, 'ummmh you should've told us that before we bought the tickets!' && then the worker next to her started giving us attitude and crap and told us to go exchange the tickets and basically threw the tickets at us. >_>
SO we ended up watching Stepfather instead, and that movie kind of sucked. It wasn't that scary, and a lot of things are predictable. So after that we went home around 7:30 after Sam's dad rushed us out of the pizza parlor. && I came home to an empty house, and my parents went to a casino. So I went to bed around 1:30, and around 2:30am Celina, Sitavy, Chari, David, Bao, Edriech, Bopharry, Nancy && Sean came over, and someone(Sean) went up to my door and shook the door knob violently, freaken scared me and woke me up. and I got out and I see a whole bunch of people that I know, and then all of a sudden, Sean pops out of nowhere with all these college kids, and I just screamed and pushed him. LOL So we all blasted music and hung out in my brother's room, and my room, and did a whole bunch of random stuff. People were also trying to sleep on Jimmy's bed, and we just sat and talked it there.
They all left my 3:30am though.
&& I'm going to come back and edit this later after I get my new phone (:
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
Lancers vs Jack Rabbits
"Silly Jack Rabbits, Moore League is for Lancers."
And that saying is oooh so true. :D
Last night was uber fun at the game, screaming at your team, awing when the didn't get the ball, and cheering the entire time. Even Diane called me a mad woman cause she never saw me like that before.
Anyways, Lakewood won the game, and 80% of the time, I was cheering and screaming, by the end of the night my voice got a little deeper because it was so hard to talk. I came home around 11pm because me and Jika couldn't find her mom. I didn't have a ride there and a ride home so I had to keep calling around because my gay ass brother told me in the car after picking me up that I better find a ride home. From after school til 4pm, I was crying the entire time cause he was a dick and told me last minute he won't drive me. HE WAS HOME ALL DAY TOO !
So when I left, I told him I was walking to the stadium so that he would feel bad, but I really got picked up by Del and Mimi. And when I came home my mom asked me how I got home, I told her I took the bus to the mall and walked home cause Jimmy wouldn't drive me home. I hope she yelled at him
So when I got home I got on Facebook and Myspace and everything was GO LANCERS ! WOOOO~ Then I tried calling Henry, but the line went to voice mail, and then I knocked out.
LOL Eleanor
And that saying is oooh so true. :D
Last night was uber fun at the game, screaming at your team, awing when the didn't get the ball, and cheering the entire time. Even Diane called me a mad woman cause she never saw me like that before.
Anyways, Lakewood won the game, and 80% of the time, I was cheering and screaming, by the end of the night my voice got a little deeper because it was so hard to talk. I came home around 11pm because me and Jika couldn't find her mom. I didn't have a ride there and a ride home so I had to keep calling around because my gay ass brother told me in the car after picking me up that I better find a ride home. From after school til 4pm, I was crying the entire time cause he was a dick and told me last minute he won't drive me. HE WAS HOME ALL DAY TOO !
So when I left, I told him I was walking to the stadium so that he would feel bad, but I really got picked up by Del and Mimi. And when I came home my mom asked me how I got home, I told her I took the bus to the mall and walked home cause Jimmy wouldn't drive me home. I hope she yelled at him
So when I got home I got on Facebook and Myspace and everything was GO LANCERS ! WOOOO~ Then I tried calling Henry, but the line went to voice mail, and then I knocked out.
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